k so im a 18 year old guy straight out of highschool and working in one of canadas biggest malls and im lonely as fuck.
i just need a man lol, i would really appreciate a good relationship if one was given to me but finding a nice guys is soooo hard!!!! it not like im hidious i find my self relatively attractive in like the most modest of way possible. but i guese its because i dont really put myself out there. im not one to like hit on everything that moves and hope hes gay after. Really..... i dont think ive ever hit on a guy before lol its never really been something i could do.
i grew up in calgary, a decent sized city, and ive been through the whole catholic school system and i go to church every week. Not like i really believe in the whole thing but its nice to have something to stick with. but ya so ive just finished like 12 years of my life doing catholic school and ive only meet 2 openly gay guys, sure sure i know theres still more not out yet but for the most part ive only met 2 and they arnt exactly my cup a tea. so all of my friends are straight guys and girls so my interaction with the whole gay world is veryy lacking, and i have like no experience with the whole courting and shit with guys so its really frustraiting when i wanna meet someone.
k so thats my rant for the day cya
Monday, August 30, 2010
Sunday, August 29, 2010
bat shit crazzyy
k so the other night me and my friends all partyed the night away cause it was my friend richi's big 18th
it was really nice we ate dinner at a nice place cause there were a couple babys in our group of friends still so we needed to include them some how lol.
Then we headed to the strippers, OMG i have madd respect for them now k, so the whole naked women thing really doesnt float my boat but seriously i was just in aw from there acrobatics.
dude the muscle strength on those lady's are flipping insane, i think i stared at ones vagina for like 10 min just cause she was only holding her self up from it, in my mind i was like " if i was straight she could totally crush my dick with that" . but regardless still not my thing.
after a bunch of us started noticing the time me and like the 5 other guys and 2 girls decided to leave so we could go to the club and get richi smashed beyond belief. it was a big success he was plastered, we went to a 80's retro club which i swear to god could of been a gay club if i closed my eyes and just made out with someone.
k so this is the bat shit crazy part one of my friends knew this girl that i swear to god is mental, he hasn't talked to her in like 3 months but randomly a couple of days ago she texted him "lets get sushi and tequila on friday" richi's birthday was that friday and he didnt want to tell her cause she is like a psycopath and would just show up, so he just didnt reply. so after the club at like 3 i drove everyone to a local place which is like 24/7 inside so we could eat and guese who just appears, crazzyness and her friend such an awkward meal cause they just sat close to us but not enough to talk so it was just weird in general. we left first and my friend devon which is the one who introduced us to ms. crazy gets a text saying " hey im gonna pick up my car from your house"
DUDE she left her car at devons house as like some crazy plan to hang out, dont know how but she knew we were all gonna crash there for the night.
so as a solution we just parked a block away from his house until the crazy picked up her car and left, we ended up watching her sitting there for like 20 min waiting for us.
PSYCO!!!!
she finally left and we crashed instantly in the house
such a weird night, freaking insane i mighht say but over all good.
it was really nice we ate dinner at a nice place cause there were a couple babys in our group of friends still so we needed to include them some how lol.
Then we headed to the strippers, OMG i have madd respect for them now k, so the whole naked women thing really doesnt float my boat but seriously i was just in aw from there acrobatics.
dude the muscle strength on those lady's are flipping insane, i think i stared at ones vagina for like 10 min just cause she was only holding her self up from it, in my mind i was like " if i was straight she could totally crush my dick with that" . but regardless still not my thing.
after a bunch of us started noticing the time me and like the 5 other guys and 2 girls decided to leave so we could go to the club and get richi smashed beyond belief. it was a big success he was plastered, we went to a 80's retro club which i swear to god could of been a gay club if i closed my eyes and just made out with someone.
k so this is the bat shit crazy part one of my friends knew this girl that i swear to god is mental, he hasn't talked to her in like 3 months but randomly a couple of days ago she texted him "lets get sushi and tequila on friday" richi's birthday was that friday and he didnt want to tell her cause she is like a psycopath and would just show up, so he just didnt reply. so after the club at like 3 i drove everyone to a local place which is like 24/7 inside so we could eat and guese who just appears, crazzyness and her friend such an awkward meal cause they just sat close to us but not enough to talk so it was just weird in general. we left first and my friend devon which is the one who introduced us to ms. crazy gets a text saying " hey im gonna pick up my car from your house"
DUDE she left her car at devons house as like some crazy plan to hang out, dont know how but she knew we were all gonna crash there for the night.
so as a solution we just parked a block away from his house until the crazy picked up her car and left, we ended up watching her sitting there for like 20 min waiting for us.
PSYCO!!!!
she finally left and we crashed instantly in the house
such a weird night, freaking insane i mighht say but over all good.
ITS A FIRST
Hey there all you bloggers
so this is my first post and actually my first blog, so cudos to me cause i never would of though i would be doing this, im not one to talk alot but ive read a few blogs and they seem like a great way for ppl to vent or just talk about nonsense hahaha. and i feel like i need that i deal with to many ppls problems and i just need a way to just talk without being smothered by others issues.
so i hope this journy through the blog world is a good one and let the sharing begin.
so this is my first post and actually my first blog, so cudos to me cause i never would of though i would be doing this, im not one to talk alot but ive read a few blogs and they seem like a great way for ppl to vent or just talk about nonsense hahaha. and i feel like i need that i deal with to many ppls problems and i just need a way to just talk without being smothered by others issues.
so i hope this journy through the blog world is a good one and let the sharing begin.
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